







Been a while since Ive posted last, since then I have a new camera. A beautiful Hasselblad 500cm with an 80mm 2.8 zeiss planar lens. These are some of the results from the first couple of rolls through it.
Just been havin a look at advertisements and their construction in relation to the product. Came across this light-hearted bit of photoshop trickery.

Its been a little time since this blog has seen an update, Ive wanted to try and keep this as fresh as possible. I dont expect many people to read it, but its nice to just look back on - as a kind of diary if y0u like.

Well its been a little bit of a while since Ive posted here. Not quite sure if anyone still looks at these, but anyway - it'll serve as an 'aid d memoir.' Since my last postings Ive completed another project and NTU - Place.
Well, I said Id try and keep this blog going with stuff and current projects although this post has been a little overdue. Ive been working mainly in film in the last couple of weeks (35mm, 120 AND 5x4 which is just plain beautiful) so scanning is a little more time consuming.
I thought this was a fitting image for the final in the series. A tunner vision view as I drink the last of the water from my drink. Symbolising my ideas for the project running dry, look closely at the bottom of the glass and we see Pink Floyd poster echo-ing the famous Munch scream. Kinda symbolises the despair you feel when you can think of a decent idea I think. oooh its all about the symbolism today!
Im afriad today I dont have a clever photoshop or an interesting view for you. I think Ive run out of steam with this project, there were a couple of ideas I thought to try, but to be honest they wernt very interesting or clever. I try to avoid posting a photo for the sake of posting a photo, Id rather post a photo which I find interesting in one way or another. (that probs didnt make too much sense) Anyway I think, for me at least, this has been one of the best projects in terms of pushing you and keeping you going. Putting a fresh photo on everyday whilst trying to fit it to a theme has been a good challenge and Its definately got me photographing more.
Anyone who has crappy eye sight can most likely recognise this from the early stages of awakening, those who dont..well...hopefull this will give an insight. Without lenses of some kind I cant even read my alarm clock from my pillow - someone should invent one with foot-high numerals, they really should.
This afternoon I hobbled painfully to the NHS 'walk' in centre, Why do they put a walk in centre in the middle of an industrial estate away from any kind of public transport? Is it like some kind of weird joke on the 'differently' able with no cars. After (suprisingly speedy) hour wait the nurse told me that Id been walking too much - no sh*t! and that the painkillers I was usuing wouldnt work on me - fan-friggin-tastic! (Apparently this certain kind of pain killers only works on 2/3's of the population - whilst the rest arnt supposed feel pain or something?) Needless to say I want in the best of forms on collapsing into bed arriving home, in an emotional (frustrated) state. So I aplogise for my rant and grumblings, but it helps...
Whilst most were snuggled up infront of a warm tele or around a pint in a nice cosy pub, Sean Alfie and myself did a little exploring. One thing which the project has helped up (and encouraged us) to do is to take more photos, in turn Ive found myself doing a little more exploration around the city. On our ramblinging tonight we found what looked to be an old depot of some sorts. Quite interesting with chimneys towering behind. I mainly took photo's on film (I only ended up taking 4 photos - but thats not the point) so unfortunately I dont have any to stick on here at the mo.
Well, probs not so much to the hero...Ive been playing averagely for about 9 years or something. Im not very good to be honest, but I play it for enjoyment as opposed to 'show off.' I tend to fidget when I get bored and theres nothing better than a musical instrument to fidget with. I mainly play when watchin tv or listnin to music, its very relaxing and enjoyable. You can blast out some rage with rage or chill with some chilli peppers. (see what i did there?)
After a bit of a long journey back from Newcastle I met up with flat-mates-to-be to a pub where we sat and played all the games we knew. Texas hold-em this time, and dispite the appreances of this hand i still lost. Oh well at least there was some nice beer to soothe the pain.

Just another mundane scene. One of the things you never age of - sitting on the top front of busses. Today I had the excitement of strong winds, nice relaxing little rock-a-by. This pictures less towards a Roland Barthes theme, just a mundane scene. I was thinking of perhaps trying to do some pictures even more mundane, so shockingly dull (can I use those words together?) it may be interesting - At least thats my hope...
Joy at last! Got my cast buzz-sawed off today. It makes an un-nerving sound - exactly like that of the dentists. Im sure theyre typically silent but they have a little speaker with that high pitched grinding noice. More ticklish than anything. I can now feel metal in my ankle through the skin - very odd!
I was reading Barthes, passing away the ever-so-slightly duller hours in a waiting room and heard about his references to the photographers as 'agents of death'. Classic term, I love the kind of nerdy-ness with the idea of a video gamer escaping from the games workshop to don his camera to become an 'Agent of death!!' Its like the title of a crappy spy movie. Yet I love the phrase for that. Agent of death is the relation between the photo being dead and ourselves the instigators.
Two today, as I made my way back to Newcastle - despite the signage. Although I thought it was quite interesting because apparently the train calls in both at Aberdeen AND Aberdeen. Joy. Also the first class passengers are directed to the back of the train, usually reserved for the 'second class' people of society. (as we all know people with less money are not worth the same as those with) Not that Im a socialist or anything of course....
Ritey, firstly the picture, a little bit of an oxymoron. A scene both famliar and unfamiliar to probably every student. Unfortunately Ive had to resort to an 18mm on a Nikon digital which means Ive lost a lot of the view, a bit of a shame as to the right there was a huge pile of dirty dishes and to the left was another huge pile of drying plates. Needless to say I washed only my plate for my meal. Btw, i dont use domestos to clean my dishes (that would probably be slight overkill) Anyway, a mundane scene one again, theres certainly no punctum in this babey.
In a continuance with the theme of general banality of everyday life, taking a moment out at Nero to converse over future shelter I think the three expressions here capture the average lone person you meet in the coffee shop. On the left we have Sean, the coffee addict there for the fix to prepare (or relieve) oneself from a busy day, there is then James, there for the crossword/reading. Alone taking a little time out to perhaps escape problems in life, or again just to relax and take a so called breather. Then there is Alfie, contemplatory, perhaps hit by some sudden bad news and in shock heads for the warmth of the coffee house. Or perhaps he is in the coffee house as it is better than returning home... Of course these are all entirely fictional - any relation to real life is purely fictional...
I feel this has worked quite well in showing the mundane banality of everyday life. Barthes may drop this into the Studium category, that which is generally unprovoking. It doesnt leap and out poke you but I think this is what makes the image work moreso. Hopefully Ill try and continue with this...
Unfortunatly - the fool that I am - I didnt book out a lens for tomorrow onwards, this means that there will be less off a fish eye effect as Ill be resorting to 18mm on a 35mm. I shall try and get a wide angle for a film, although that will pose a little bit of a problem for getting images onto this blog. Anyway, I shall think of something - the best lessons are those learnt from our mistakes!
Not quite as interesting as the last, but still it reflects my day. Deciphering Barthes camera lucida, 5 hours later with my head lying on the desk, bleeding from the ear i decided to give it a little rest for the day.


Following todays useful seminar I decided to continue along my first person direction, displaying the world through my eye's. The idea of mundane scenes, repetitive and typical of our everyday, appeals to me. Putting forward these images and views in a solid format makes us realise the complexity of our lives. High level processing within our brain solving in incredibly complex tasks unbeknown to us.





Any documentary photograph is taken with the perception of the photographer, with varying degrees. With this image Im taking this to the extreme to represent my world with a first person stance in an obvious manner. From this I shall hopefully explore - with the aid of a camera - a little more into my everyday activities in an attempt to create a visual kind of diary.

